Heart Pain = Heart Attack

What is Heart Attack???
Wikipedia describe as the interruption of blood supply to part of the heart which causing heart cells to die.

What is Heart Pain though???
Heart pain is also equal to chest pain which means might be a symptom of a umber of serious conditions and is generally considered as medical emergency in Wikipedia.

but why am i going to talk about this, such a medical nature post???is actually not, i have this kind of Heart Pain feel last night, really pain till i cant even concentrate on the movie, i just feel like going home by that time, but i know i cant...

if not mistaken, 2months back BaoBei fren with this gal in FB, when i saw this notification, im having kinda abnormal feel which i dunno how to describe it in words. i am bout to ask who is she cause i couldnt have much info from FB fren as she is only Mark n BaoBei common frens. without thinking much, i leave it aside cause im confident to my dear n me myself as well.

but things doesnt seem to be normal lately. BaoBei having abnormal practice lately, he was going somewhere which he dun like to go previously with often times. again, i didnt think much for it, just sometime will merajuk bit loh...u know larh, gals marh, surely will be jealous when bf went out more often with fren than with herself.

till Monday 30th August 2010, we have our first quarrel through the phone just because my jealousy. but we settle it by sms then. i told my feeling but i doesnt know how he feel at all. yesterday was public holiday, i stay at home while BaoBei was working, i date him for movie at about 5:45pm, he called me back and decide where to have movie later. i was so happy that time even i cant join the family for 'big dinner', even i gonna watch the movie with empty stomach.

everything goes smooth & happily as previous till a called to BaoBei when the movie start for about 5min. a gal called him, BaoBei seems doesnt want to talk to her by keep repeating the same words im watching movie. but i heard the gal ask who BaoBei with, and he just show impatient voice to her telling again IM WATCHING MOVIE...this never happen b4, never seen BaoBei like this b4...and he never told me who is the gal at all, but i recognize the pic, is SHE, the gal i mention above...by that time, my heart pain till i wanna just run home, i have no mood to continue watching, not even to have my dinner after the movie...damn it...

i hope all my tot is just bull shit over here...which means im having the wrong sense...im about to believe on BaoBei...but it seem very hard by this time...是命中注定我将一辈子被男人背叛吗??? i would like to know the answer, anybody can gimme an answer???

p/s: feel to cry but no tears out; feel to stop the heart pain but it getting worse...