L.O.V.E

什么时候你才会对我开口唱出歌曲中的两句。。。

Hey U 就是你 请靠近我怀里 别假装不在意 你明明动了心

So Babe 就是你 请不要再犹豫 我们来玩个游戏 

叫L.O.V.E.

心里有意，行动表意，可内心深处仍欠缺着那么一点点的安全感。。。

你当初的不找不急是牵着我走的原因

可如今却成了我夜夜无眠的源头

我不爱被绑，更不喜欢拉着你的脚

可原来当时间慢慢地拉近我们之间的关系时

心中的一切期待，甚至于所有的欣赏都不再如一

我开始要你报告，要依赖你。。。

更要寸步不离的呆在你身边

欠缺的安全感该如何填补呢？？？

Me : 我不想呆在家，没事做时我会胡思乱想。。。

8ao8ei : 还小啊？！！胡思乱想。。。

难道只有小孩才能胡思乱想吗，大人就不能？8ao8ei 的答案令我哭笑不得。。。

p/s : he is not my boyfriend still, we have no commitment at all...

Halloween Nitez

this is a drunk night for me and most of the guest as well...

the vomit session started at around 12midnight i guess i dunno what time actually =P...

the 1st who vomit should be credited to Sheanne ZYien then follow by ZYien Sheanne...

and its continuously non-stop by most of us...

but the 1st who KO n left the group goes to KMing n WQian...

hahaha...

1st, lets have a look on our decoration which all done by Sheanne and helps of the guys...

The Chalk Banner

i heartz this light deco actually, is very very much feel on an old-abandoned old bungalow style which match our theme so so much...

the most difficult pumpkin engraving, Sheanne use a long knife to crave which seems so dangerous during the process. But it ended up with such a nice cute Pumpking Lattern and makes our night....thx Sheanne~~

one of the Pumpkin was accident and broke his bridge of the nose...=P

never ever forgot our hard effort on blowing all the black & orange balloon...there is 160pcs in total but all ended up to burst in the other day just to wake those drunker ups...=P

3of us were busy camwhoring in the 'gals room' while the others were doing their own stuff & mixing around outside...

heartz this picture cause is the only time we photo-shoot with this clear & beauty face...and 3of us are wearing the hairband with different insects...hahahaha...^^

1 1/2bucket Kentucky Fried Chicken were just swap off within 1hour, all become hungry ghost in this Halloween Night, i have no idea why...lets intro our pretty pretty gals...

and also the handsome handsome guest...

here goes the birthday celebration before the game of ugly-ed everyone starts...the birthday babe YongJing & my sis, Syndy...

im sorry that it was held one day after the actual birthday but i think u both enjoy the night too...

i never see ppl taking photo or holding the cake in this way as both of them are the Birthday Babe...=.=

here comes to show our talent in drawing n designing the ugliest face of the nite...

and the process of making everybody drunk & puke, mess the washroom as well...Yiakzz...i hope Duta Vista wouldn't black list me & Sheanne...=(

 and the nite ended up by killing 5of them...

1st is Absolute Vodka ==> Finlando ==>Black Label ==> RedWine, and the easiest to killed is Chivas, less than half an hour, my fren told me...=.=

 oops...i forgotten we have 2carlton Carlsberg too...both murdered on the same nite too...^^

a big thanks to my 8ao8ei by fetching me here & there for the leftover. But he was left out by me in the living room just playing PS2 for the whole night...thx & sorry dear...

Muackssssssss........................

end my post with my boring 8ao8ei...

 Have a nice day n great party across the year end...^^

p/s: thx to everyone who join the nitez n helps on the nitez...my next house party will be Bikini BBQ Party...send me ur suggestion if u ever read this post...=)

~Me~

Heartz this picture so much...

i didnt know i could have such a nice seating pose...

and And AND...

is all Meow Meow effort on the right angle...

Thx alot...^^

p/s: will update Screamy Bash ASAP, will be full with picture...=P

Petronas Twins Tower

Petronas Twins Tower is the tallest building in the world from Year 1998 to Year 2004. its known as Twin Tower cause it is built by 2same building with a bridge connected to each other.

For me, boy gal relationship could be describe by Petronas Twin Tower, but why??? Could u see the bridge that connecting both the building, is just like both the couple hands that holding each other. And the 2tall building represents the guy n the gal.

To build up a relationship, ur basic structure is very important. Therefore, I dont believe on one-sight LOVE, only gives and takes did. Once u believe on he/ she, u have to maintain it in good condition by sharing, overcoming the difficulties, the trustworthy, yet, also the attraction wave. Without any of it, the bridge in between will start to crack. Slowly without notice, the crack will be serious and end up to break. Its just like one side slowly leave down his/ hers holding hand in the relationship and ends it.

With maintainable, the bridge will not crack easily, it will stand for the sun bright and also the rain drop.

Sharing

Shares not only the happiness but everything to your another half. Both side understanding is very important. Sharing can make you a better understanding of each other.

Overcoming the Difficulties

Don't ever be the chicky one, flying in trouble is a shame in a relationship. Times both of u tight up urself by holding each other hands, u have to accept the fact to face n overcome all the difficulties together. It is one of the promise on the 1st holds.

Trustworthy

Trustworthy is describe as deserving of trust, reliable. God create us with hearts, eyes, mouth, brain, hands and legs. Brain is for you to think wisely before any words/ action taken, not for cranky thought. Eyes for you to differentiate goods n bad. Mouth is to ask when u don't understand/ curiosity, not to hurts others in words. Hands n legs are meant to make a good move to upgrade urself. And lastly hearts is to feel the love n believe on what u had chosen. Use up all the organs u have to protect ur LOVE, and not to shake it.

Attraction Wave

For me, attraction wave is very important. Have u ever jealous on a couple of old granny holding hands, smiling happily and talking sweetly on the road or in a restaurant, i guarantee most of us did. But how they maintain their happiness till such an age? Is the old papa wealthy? or the old mama is 'fa qiao'? No, I believe there must be still the wave of up n down in their life to maintain their LOVE bonding at the beginner stage which is the sweetest stage of the relationship. 

Once u hold it, make ur best to hold till the end no matter what happens. Starting a relationship is just like a promise to walk together to the end of both your life. Even its not as pretty/ handsome as previous but is still as sweet n happy as last time.

P/s: I dunno what happen to u n him, n i dun think he is the best around u. But, i dun wish u will regret in the future. Everyone is trying to grab a nice n unique shell on the shore, why dun u make ur existing shell to be the best among the world instead of grabbing another one. Have been holding each other for years, dun easily self-a-break on it. If u ever have the chance to see this, treasure ur another half...^^

Heart Pain = Heart Attack

What is Heart Attack???
Wikipedia describe as the interruption of blood supply to part of the heart which causing heart cells to die.

What is Heart Pain though???
Heart pain is also equal to chest pain which means might be a symptom of a umber of serious conditions and is generally considered as medical emergency in Wikipedia.

but why am i going to talk about this, such a medical nature post???is actually not, i have this kind of Heart Pain feel last night, really pain till i cant even concentrate on the movie, i just feel like going home by that time, but i know i cant...

if not mistaken, 2months back BaoBei fren with this gal in FB, when i saw this notification, im having kinda abnormal feel which i dunno how to describe it in words. i am bout to ask who is she cause i couldnt have much info from FB fren as she is only Mark n BaoBei common frens. without thinking much, i leave it aside cause im confident to my dear n me myself as well.

but things doesnt seem to be normal lately. BaoBei having abnormal practice lately, he was going somewhere which he dun like to go previously with often times. again, i didnt think much for it, just sometime will merajuk bit loh...u know larh, gals marh, surely will be jealous when bf went out more often with fren than with herself.

till Monday 30th August 2010, we have our first quarrel through the phone just because my jealousy. but we settle it by sms then. i told my feeling but i doesnt know how he feel at all. yesterday was public holiday, i stay at home while BaoBei was working, i date him for movie at about 5:45pm, he called me back and decide where to have movie later. i was so happy that time even i cant join the family for 'big dinner', even i gonna watch the movie with empty stomach.

everything goes smooth & happily as previous till a called to BaoBei when the movie start for about 5min. a gal called him, BaoBei seems doesnt want to talk to her by keep repeating the same words im watching movie. but i heard the gal ask who BaoBei with, and he just show impatient voice to her telling again IM WATCHING MOVIE...this never happen b4, never seen BaoBei like this b4...and he never told me who is the gal at all, but i recognize the pic, is SHE, the gal i mention above...by that time, my heart pain till i wanna just run home, i have no mood to continue watching, not even to have my dinner after the movie...damn it...

i hope all my tot is just bull shit over here...which means im having the wrong sense...im about to believe on BaoBei...but it seem very hard by this time...是命中注定我将一辈子被男人背叛吗??? i would like to know the answer, anybody can gimme an answer???

p/s: feel to cry but no tears out; feel to stop the heart pain but it getting worse...

Guys

is 5:00am in this holiday morning...i am still awake here, i dunno why, just cant sleep...think i made a wrong decision on having 'Teh Ais' while lim teh with Ms. Lee aka Sheanne n SzeYen which everybody tot that both of us will be together about 3hours ago *hehe*...so, im here to finish my great grand mother story n hope everyone will enjoy it... in my mind, i've been rolling with this scene:" guys hugging few gals in once in front a door and behind the door was a lady working hard or waiting pointlessly for the husband/ boyfren...

for sure everyone is talking about equality of sexes which means guys n gals will be having the same treat in this 20th century but when comes to relationship, gals will always be the looser...no matter how best she could manage in her works, family, educational, public relationship, and etc...she will never ever tot that she will be such a looser...why???not because of chicky on facing the facts, is just that gals always have feelings and have more expression compare to guys...guys always being tough, brave and cruel while talking bout feeling...in my opinion, gals fight for this equality of sexes is just to protect themselves and shows the guys, ''not only u, but me, as a gal can do it as well...''with this reason as well, do not ever be the gal that sitting behind the door pointlessly just to welcome your hubby/ bf home...be the one gaining experience outside just like the guys but remember not to flirting around like the guys outside the house...when u ever manage to handle ur feeling just as tough as th guys being then YES...u are success...i would like to congratz u...i personally feeling sad that i cant do it, but im still working hard on it...have a nice day everybody...p/s: above are my personal opinion to u but the choices to agree or not to follow is with u...^^

Bali Itinerary

As told in the previous post, i will be having my 1st oversea trip with my dearest BaoBei to Bali next year...ya u are right, is next year...2011 May...but im too excited and now all to be done and ready for the trip, what is left is just something that couldn't be done by now...=P
People asking am i crazy?its been such a long time to go still...bla Bla BLA...

i send my BaoBei the itinerary in this way:-

Day 1

· Arrival @ 1355

· Travel about 17mins to Tune Hotel @ Kuta (just to check-in oh, no resting or bathing liao) 

· *Straight to Pura Taman Ayun @ Mengwi (takes about 30mins from Tune) 

· Pura Ulu Danu @ Bratan Lake, Bedugul & Tanah Lot (for great sun set view on high hill with the sea aka lake down there…^^) 

· Time to have great Pork Ribs @ Naughty Nuri’s Warung @ Ubud *ngek ngek ngek* (but quite far oh, takes about 1hours to reach this restaurant…=.=) 

· Times to be pig pig pig @ Tune Hotel, Kuta (about 46mins larh...)



Day 2

· Lazy dear cannot wake up early early de, so we have our Babi Guling Rice @ Ibu Oka, Ubud (not very nice, just by-pass our destination, so let our buttock rest rest awhile larh…=P) 

· Take 1hour journey to reach this Kintamani Volcano @ Tampaksiring 

· Then travel around to Pura Tirta Empul (can take bath here oh with guys n gals sharing a same pool aka blessing water) 

 









· Last will never forget this Lake & Mount Batur with the best cold weather in Bali and nice view (can see sunset here if lucky) 

· *Can travel to Tegalalang at nearby as well if time allowed and provider dear not hungry…hehe… 

· Smelly smelly liao after out for whole day, so we go makan Dirty Duck @ Bebek Bengil, Ubud larh…(15mins only from the above place, good good good…) 

· Again, time to be pig…



Day 3

· Special plan for you de leh this day…water sport on the day…^^

· Simply have a breakfast nearby, travel for 20min – 1hour times to get one suitable beach side at either 

- Kuta Beach

- Nusa Dua Beach

- Dreamland Beach

- Beber Beach 


 

· Can either back to hotel and clean up ourselves or straight to Pura Luhur Uluwatu, Uluwatu (both taking us about 30mins) 

 









· Then time to have seafood luu… Jimbaran Bay which famous with BBQ Seafood and beer…nice nice…*hungry* liao… 

· Again again and again…piggy piggy around…



Day 4 aka Last Day luu

· Can wake up late late abit…breakfast at nearby…

· Walk around Kuta Town main to this Ground Zero Memorial… 

· And now is shopping time at few market:-

- Pasar Kuta

- Sukawati (I personally feel this is suitable for us cause is the cheapest…hahaha…travel about 30mins…)

· *If time allowed, can have a Spa @ Ubud as well… *relax…relax…*

· Time to leave Bali luu…travel 32mins back to Denpasar Airport and wait for the time for departure….

is all in words and my BaoBei have no mood to read it...but there is picture here...=P BaoBei might kill me if he know this...

Pray hard for everything to go smooth...

p/s : Pheww...planning an itinerary is not as easy as i tot previously...it takes my up to 9hours to get it done. But i think it worth it.

My Trip

As you can notice from my FB shout out, my Singapore trip was boiling soup right now. it such a disappointed decision i made on the night. i wish to go Universal Studio...i wish to have different feel of X'mas...i wish to feel the crowd again n again with the one i love...but now all gone into the pot, thinking this pot of soup must be very delicious...hehe...^,^

maybe my dearest BaoBei know that i will be so moody with it, soon he agree to go Bali with me although our fren still fifteen sixteen there. Our budget is bit tight but still manage to have a 4D3N Bali trip by staying in Tune Hotel. Ya, is only Tune Hotel, my BaoBei dun even wish have a look at the Ubud Wooden Villa aka Hotel, scared he might change his mind and end up over budget...=P

Tune Hotel @ Kuta, Bali

Tegal Sari @ Ubud, Bali

could you see the different, is just add in another RM100,u will get such a nice accommodation with totally Bali Paddy feel...^,^

Last night after the simple discussion, we decided to have our 1st trip together @ Bali in between me and his birthday, feel so sweet now...Yippie...my holiday coming soon...^^

 

Officialy 23~~

Oops...i had forgotten my birthday post...

As the post title, im officially 23 now.

Ya... 23...Sob~ Sob~

Im so old now...

But, i have the different experience of birthday celebration this year...

i went for a trip although is just Malacca (so near hor!!!)

this is how we enjoy our trip, lets go through tgt...^^

1st, i got a big surprise from my DEAREST...

Tadaa...

i never receive any big present b4 and i was so surprise with this...

i never ever thought of it, not even in my dream...

Yet he is nobody to me...

this is the 1st year i celebrate my birthday with him...

think nobody will feel what i feel...

the happiness cant stop floating in my heart...*sweet*

then we have our lunch at Jojo Pan Mee Puchong Branch...

My advise to guys and gals here...

never ever go to Puchong Branch...

it is so dirty, hot, slow and And AND...

the most unsufficient-ing me was their food...

i tot franchiser are having the same recipe no matter which branch is it...

but this branch is totally OUT...

their soup is tasteless, so as the drinks...

then the pan mee is so hard, just like eating 'lath' 板条...

while we are on the way to Malacca...

we chit chat alot...

planning our route for the 2days...

but things doesn't work as we plan...

is so jam once we pass the Ayer Keroh Toll...

when we reach Jonker Street, 1st we got our famous cendol...

cause the weather is so terrible hot...

Jonker 88 is no doubt for the cendol...

so nice yet not so sweet...

but one thing, it melt to fast...

it frozen my mouth and tongue...

ok larh, my description is quite over...hehe...^^

Then we thought of going to enjoy our Satay Celup...

but they already start Q-ing...

and the Q is as long as 5shoplot...

we give up since we are not hungry still...

we move our butt to A Famosa since my dear never been to Malacca before...

i will be the tour guide of him...

we went into the Cow Boy Town for the 4D and Red Indian Carnival Show...

guess who i met, is Keyeun with her bf...

the 4D show is still so scary for me even i had watch once before...

i dun dare to open my eye and hold my dear hand tightly till there is red scar on it...

he laugh at me...so bad...=(

we then proceed to Red Indian Carnival Show...

we grab a nice seat in the middle of the street...

i force dear to take picture with me since i dun have any of our couple picture at all... 

sth remind my childhood memory...

i bought this thing which cost me RM10...

but i think is worth cause i like it...

but now it is freeze in my dear car luu...

no doubt to say that i like this show so much...

the red indian playing with their specialty of fire...

they even ate up the fire torch...

but is so smelly with the kerosene...

and they sweat alot...

Yiakss......

then the problem come...

we watch the show till forgotten the time...

when we realize, its already 10.30pm...

we rush to the car immediately but half way...

we stop for the fireworks, is so nice...

it replace the time we watch it during New Year 2010...

so, by the time we reach the town already 11.00pm...

we haven get our accomodation of the night still...

how???

looking for room in all the hotel around...

but all the hotel listed in the GPS is fully book...

OMG...

yet, we are so hungry leh...

we called our fren in Malacca asking for any food stall still open at this time...

ya...at this late night 12.30am...

but all close when we reach...

and our luck comes...

our fren offered us to stay at his house and we saw a chinese restaurant when we are on the way to his house...

thanks god...

FINALLY

p/s : no next time after this incident, i will never ever to trip without room booking now...

FiNaL

Once again, Paul - the octopus was correctly predict the result of WC Final. I were so excited last night, cant wait for the final start as the times seem passing so slow Slow SLOW. So, we went to the mamak early early as around 12.00am, chit chatting while waiting for the final to start.

Those who watch the match will know, they drag and drag till the last last minutes which is 116minutes where another 4minutes more to ended the extra time. We are so excited when Andres Iniesta scored. Everyone were shouting happily, hugging with the buddy etc.

In my memory, this was the second WC Final i watch with the crowd and this time make me laugh throughout the match as the players attitude were so funny, some of them could even be the best actor of the year. No doubt to say that their act were really true as u cant believe on what u see with ur pair of eyes till the playback was shown. LOL to the max...

In my opinion, Netherland as so called Holland is bit lack of luck last night. Arjen Robben who plays his role as Winger could never get to score where there is 2...yes it is TWO open goal. But thanks god he couldn't scored as im supporter of Spain.

Cheer for World Cup 2014 in Brazil...^^

FI2i3NDZ

tonight gonna attend a baby full moon party...

n U are the god mummy...

so definitely i gonna meet u tonight...

HOW???

i was so scared to talk to u...

scared of the rejection once again...

what if i dun talk to u n u spread around saying that im the arrogant one...

i cant even clariffied which face of yours is true...

untill i saw this blog from Josh Lim...

and i like this 2 sentences so so much...

Dont put too much thought into either accepptance or rejection from someone, today u are U, that is truer than TRUE

sometimes is so easy to speak out using our mouth, but when comes to an action, we will always be the chicky without giving any move.

p/s : hope everything to be fine tonight

Princess

i saw a blog from a cute gal which bit similar to me... bit bit only larh... she is more pretty, smarter and happier than i am... she is talking about a disease of 'Princess Syndrome'... obviously it will be only affected by gals cause is princess... but what is Princess Syndrome???

a gal that affected by this disease will act like she herself is the real princess always every second 1st of all, they will buy themselves everything in pink PinK PINK... not only pinky pinky stuff but also blinging-blingie...

then they will treat everybody around as their servant or maid...
order-ing them to do this n that as they wish...
which means nobody can ignore or say NO to them...
last and the most suffering ppl will be their BoyFren...
in their relationship, they will likely to be like thos Fairy Tales story...
such as, Cinderella, Snow White, Sleeping Beuty....

to have happy ending and sweet memory through-out the whole relationship...
and nth to be curious that thier BF gonna be the servant as well...
never doubt that they will called themselves Princess XXX as well...*.^

and now im thinking over and over again, am i affected by this 'Princess Syndrome'???
or maybe just in the past when im 1st fall on him...
gonna ask my dearest (at least u r in my heart) when i meet u tomorrow...

p/s: hope i wont forgot it...^^

Promise

What is the meaning of PROMISE?

In Wikipedia, Promise define as a commitment by someone to do or not to do something...

Which means after you make this so called Promise, u have to do it, or else it will be rubbish...

i hate people telling lie, hate people being not true to me...

im being hurt for so many time

i hope u will be someone different and i always believe that u are...

please do not dissappointed me...

We promise according to our hopes, and perform according to our fears. ~by Francois duc de la Rochefoucauld

三个字

凌加峻 Ling Jia Jun ~ 三個字

好喜欢歌词中的这几句

從前有那三個字 天天講你知 雖然沒新意 但有意思

我儲埋儲埋這麽多詩句 我只想你可以跟我一起笑

從前那三個字 人人都鐘意 好不可思議

但是又有幾個人真正明白

那意思 我只知道 我只想你快樂...

好想你会对着我唱这一段叻...^,^

不知打从什么时候，我开始习惯你的存在，

开始每天要听你的声音、等待你的电话、向你撒娇...等等...等等...

我不知道我们是什么关系，但我可以肯定告诉你：我喜欢你

I wanna cook for you, wake u up every morning, hug u in the night...

I used to call u Ah Dear instead of dear or 宝贝or whatever...but i really mean u to be...

i feel so upset when u tell me that u wanna sell off the house and have better plan to make more $$ with the limited credit, but i will always support u n trust ur view...

我不懂你脑子里想什么，但你都会一一以行动来告诉我，我好想你也有和我一样的感觉...^^

病

好久没生病了

还要病到七彩，这么严重

但是却感觉到他对我的关心

其实还病得蛮开心的嘛...^,^

很听话的把所有的邀约都推掉，只为了养好病去见你

看来今晚又不能应约了

好想好想紧紧抱着你入睡

好想好想听着你的心跳入眠

再像新婚夫妻般吵吵嘴、闹闹别扭

病魔快走开...>.<

爱情

猪八戒有一句口头禅：“问世间情为何物”
是的，到底什么是“情”？
亲情，友情，爱情，都是情
而爱情却是最令人捉不着头的
身边朋友包括我自己，常常周旋在爱情里

最近又有朋友当了爱情的盲目者
早在几个月前，因男方出轨而结束了五年的感情
由于放不下这段感情，他们又走得很密了
但是这次双方都没有开口承认对方的身份
女方很懊恼想问清楚却开不了口
深怕一个不小心就连这见面的巴仙率都变成零

对我来说，只要双方在一起觉得快乐
而又没有伤害到任何人
有没有口头上的承认已不再是问题
我很喜欢这种没有拘束的爱情
没有规定任何一方要时时报到
比方说“因为我是某某某的女朋友，所以某某某要准时报告他的去向”
类似这样的情况都不存在
全是出自于自愿
而这样的感情很快乐，很自在

有时侯太过于紧绷的生活也会令我们呼吸不来，爱情里也是一样哦...^^

一個像夏天一個像秋天

原本以为，我们的友情可以跟爱情媲美
一直以为歌曲中的歌词会一直存在在我们的友情中
也一直相信，爱情过后你会再次出现
万万没想到，最终还是败给爱情
我情愿相信是我的话太深， 刺伤了你脆弱的心灵
也不愿相信你与其他人无别
甚至比他人更虚伪，做作
朋友，没有向你坦白我知道的一切
不是我不相信你，而是我害怕你对我承认
我一直尝试去挽回，当作不知一切
但你的冷淡令我傻眼
我无能为力，只好无止境的后退
希望你的身边会出现对你永久信任的朋友
可能我也该在此为我们的友情画上句点
珍重，朋友